Monday, 26 January 2015

3rd blog

Well its been a while a 2 weeks since my last entry. I started writing again and promised I would write at least once a week. How terrible am I?! I have been busy though, and also to be honest I've a little lazy. Been struggling with what to write because I think I'm not that interesting, but what does that matter. I am writing it for me, and anyone else who cares to read it can as well. Its my view, my opinion and how I see things.

This blogging thing is new to me as you can see. Its more about a diary entry than actually anything else. I suppose this blog for me is to help me get back into writing again, expressing myself and being confident. It will take time for me to open up and write a bit more open about my thoughts but for now, I am happy to share what I can

Im at 32 and half weeks now...not long now until baby number 3 pops out. This little person inside me is moving and shaking so much. We went for our mid-wife appointment last week and she was happy with my progress. Apparently I have a big uterus and that's why you can see all these huge movements, the bubs has a lot of room too move. I'm not sure how I feel about have a big uterus...sounds like I'm sort of loose cannon :/ hahahahaa.

I worry about being a 3rd time mum. Every baby is different, I have been pretty blessed with two great bubs so far and I really hope this little is the same. You know its different with this one because its with my new man friend. I was married before and have had two boys to the ex. I am with great man now...someone I've known since I was about 17 years old. But that story can be for another post.

S





Sunday, 11 January 2015

30 weeks and counting...

I am officially 30 weeks pregnant. This is my 3rd baby so I'm no stranger to being pregnant, although all my pregnancies have been very different. Oddly enough they are all boys so there goes the old wives tales regarding gender and different pregnancies right?!!

I am feeling heavier, but I am lucky...so far I've only gained 6kg, surprising really considering I've been eating like food was going out of fashion. It's really amazing what the human body is capable of doing. I can feel this little bubba inside me moving all the time, as write this the little one has the hiccups, its an incredible feeling. Slightly uncomfortable sometimes but for the most part - AMAZING!!

My two boys seem like they are growing up too fast in this world. I remember when I was there age, things were very different then, very different. I think a lot of our childrens' innocence has been taken away over the years....I suppose we all have to evolve and technology has had a big part to play with that but sometimes I wish things were simpler. Maybe because I was brought up needing to make my own fun...not handed a DS to make fun. I suppose as a parent its up to me to monitor the activities I feel are worth them spending more time on and other that are not.

My thoughts for the week.


Regards,
S


Sunday, 4 January 2015

First ever blog entry - its about me.

I've been sitting on my bed with my Tupac singlet and shorts on. Just sitting here in my own thoughts because I am sick of hearing noise,  noise from the TV, radio, games. Pondering on whether or not I should start a blog??!!...'what about???' I thought...oh just my thoughts, my feelings, my experiences...why not.

So here I go. Consider this my first journal entry for the New Year.

Now the quick background on me....

I am a mother of two boys (7 1/2 & 5 1/2)  and another on the way (29 1/2 weeks pregnant) I am in a relationship with a wonderful, sexy man but I refuse to say he is my boyfriend because I am not 21 and in a passing relationship, so lets call him my man friend, other half, better half perhaps, either way you look at it we are indeed in a relationship (de-facto if you wish to call it). We have a lovely home together although we are in the midst of renovating - only because well we want too. Just to make it more about us than the previous owners.

I was in fact married before, hence the two little fellas. So yes the title 'divorced' is now one of the names I disdain to carry. I have to say shaking of my old married name is not easy! It does get slightly frustrating considering it has been over 3 years and the surname still manages to rear it ugly head. My work can not seem to fathom the whole change of name thing (worst offender of them all) as it has been an uphill, mind-numbing, frustrating ordeal to have it changed and to which now I have given up on.

Well that about sums me up, well as much as I would like to expose myself for now. I don't really know where this blog will take me, nor whether I will continue on this journey but it is my start and I look forward to sharing more as time goes on.


Regards,
S